So I just got back from downstairs in my In-Laws apartment and had the weirdest realization whilst eating pork chops, green beans, and some delicious rice stuff. Robyn and I are definitely not normal. Most people have their romantic moments during the start of their relationship, specifically when the proposal occurs. Our relationship is much different in my opinion. We didn’t ever even discuss marriage really, it was just an accepted fact, an eventuality.
We chose our date pretty much because it was a financially good decision, one of the first ones we have ever made. But do I regret this? Not really, I’m actually quite proud. I am glad that I can be so direct with her. To me relationships that are based off of sweet lies that eventually explode are stupid. I prefer our relationship much better with the exploding occurring daily, if not hourly. I can understand how this could be construed as a bad thing but we will live a long healthy life because we don’t let things fester and boil underneath the skin of our soul. We get it out as soon as it bothers us, we are direct, we are truthful with our feelings. I feel that this is a good thing, we argued like a married couple when we were just dating. We argue like my mom and dad used to when we are just a year in. Does this mean that we might eventually reach that point where we just aren’t angry anymore? Or will it be something different. I guess we will find out in time.
Though I like to believe that we will just stop being angry and work as a very psychically linked team.
I love her with all my heart.
